Monthly Archives: September 2010

Ok, so maybe i did too much

My back, my hips, my legs, my wrists….all hurt, not pretend hurt, but in a way that i am breathing carefully and moving slowly kinda hurt…. Did i go too far? Perhaps, who is to say? Maybe i have to … Continue reading

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It hurts

Like i cannot even begin to describe…not just physically, but mentally, and in my spirit. But i fight another day, another time, i push. The tears welled up today as i tried, and accomplished the goal i set when i … Continue reading

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Duane did warn me…

Thankfully i did pay attention and listen to him…this one time 🙂 Before i started this journey, my friend duane sat me down and talked to me about the fact that some days i will be great and then some … Continue reading

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just wow i suppose

I am not feeling very eloquent today so this will be short. Honestly i was not feeling good. I was feeling the kind of tired that makes your bones feel weary. And my legs kept spasm-ing and i thought maybe … Continue reading

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Half of a second….

That was my total standing time today. Slightly (lol) less than what i have been racking up. It started off just fine, my stretches were great, i am getting a lot more flexible and able to do more on my … Continue reading

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The reason why

Last night i remembered one of the main reasons why for years i also did not attempt to walk after the ability had faded away. It is torture. Literal torture, doing this. And i had thought to myself…is it worth … Continue reading

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I will

I am tired. I know i say that a lot, but really today…. i am tired. I am really glad i sit and read or write for a living, because doing anything else…i am not sure i could have done … Continue reading

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