Category Archives: Mystie talk

It’s a body not a machine?

It is all about balance then i suppose. And that is what i am trying to find. the perfect balance between pushing myself and not overdoing it. Not the easiest thing in the world but i am playing around with … Continue reading

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Steady i go

I am still scared, but as i remembered today, being brave and accomplishing goals are not about not being scared they are about being scared but doing what scares you anyway. That is one thing i have learned in the … Continue reading

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Ok, so maybe i did too much

My back, my hips, my legs, my wrists….all hurt, not pretend hurt, but in a way that i am breathing carefully and moving slowly kinda hurt…. Did i go too far? Perhaps, who is to say? Maybe i have to … Continue reading

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Half of a second….

That was my total standing time today. Slightly (lol) less than what i have been racking up. It started off just fine, my stretches were great, i am getting a lot more flexible and able to do more on my … Continue reading

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The reason why

Last night i remembered one of the main reasons why for years i also did not attempt to walk after the ability had faded away. It is torture. Literal torture, doing this. And i had thought to myself…is it worth … Continue reading

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Payment in blood sweat and tears

Today i was pissed and frustrated. Today i wanted to get out of the wheelchair and just walk dammit! Just pick up my feet and W-A-L-K!!!!!! And the fact that i could not, made me blow a fuse literally….my facebook … Continue reading

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my country my soul my culture

I am sad. The kind of sad that you wake up and someone says one thing to you and you start crying kind of sad. You would not know it from talking to me, because i am very good at … Continue reading

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