Category Archives: rant

It’s a body not a machine?

It is all about balance then i suppose. And that is what i am trying to find. the perfect balance between pushing myself and not overdoing it. Not the easiest thing in the world but i am playing around with … Continue reading

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I’m SCURRRREDDDDDD

So ok good news first…SEVEN whole minutes today!!!!!! 5 one minute stands followed by 3 40 second stands……YEAHHHHHHHH….seven minutes is a LONG time….and my legs really hate me lol…talk about spasm and shake and knee buckle…but i dug in and … Continue reading

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The reason why

Last night i remembered one of the main reasons why for years i also did not attempt to walk after the ability had faded away. It is torture. Literal torture, doing this. And i had thought to myself…is it worth … Continue reading

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I will

I am tired. I know i say that a lot, but really today…. i am tired. I am really glad i sit and read or write for a living, because doing anything else…i am not sure i could have done … Continue reading

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Payment in blood sweat and tears

Today i was pissed and frustrated. Today i wanted to get out of the wheelchair and just walk dammit! Just pick up my feet and W-A-L-K!!!!!! And the fact that i could not, made me blow a fuse literally….my facebook … Continue reading

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Hugs needed

This is hard. Like i wanna crawl into my bed after and curl into a ball hard and have someone curl around me and hug me and say “It will all be ok…you will be fine…it is ok.” Today i … Continue reading

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This resting thing…

I feel weird just resting my legs and myself. Even my body feels weird. Last night my ankles were killing me, sore and just torturing me even after i climbed into bed. It is enough to make me wonder about … Continue reading

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